From Dry Bones to Calling
When God Brings the Bones Back to Life
Before I ever spoke a word into a microphone, the image that would become my logo was already living in my heart — a cross standing behind an old‑style mic, bones scattered across a valley floor, and a bold “C” wrapped around it all like a calling I couldn’t outrun. I didn’t design it to look dramatic. I designed it because it was true. It was the story God had been writing in me long before I ever hit “record.”
There’s a moment in Lauren Daigle’s Come Alive (Dry Bones) where the music rises like a wind through a valley — the kind of wind that makes you stop what you’re doing because you suddenly realize God is trying to get your attention. That song became the turning point for me. The moment I knew I could no longer delay the mission God had been nudging me toward for years. The bones were rattling again, and this time, I knew I had to respond.
And that response didn’t begin with a microphone. It began with a snowy night, a glowing window, and a God who knew exactly how to get my attention.
A Quick Look at the Logo’s Meaning
For those who scroll fast — the logo isn’t just a logo. It’s a map of my journey.
The cross behind the microphone is the mission I avoided for years.
The bones across the valley floor are the parts of my life that once felt dry and forgotten.
The sepia landscape is the place where God met me, again and again, even when I wasn’t looking for Him.
And that “C” isn’t just my initial — it’s the curve of a calling I finally stopped running from.
It’s Ezekiel’s valley and my mic, side by side.
It’s the story of a man who once felt like dry bones, now speaking life into others.
The Night I Stumbled Back Into Church
For more than fifteen years, I stayed away from the Catholic Church. It wasn’t a dramatic rebellion or a theological crisis. It was just distance — the kind that grows slowly until you look up one day and realize you’ve wandered farther than you ever meant to.
Then came that snowy Monday night in January 2012.
I wasn’t searching for God. I wasn’t on a spiritual quest. I wasn’t even sober, which is one of those details God includes in a story just to prove He has a sense of humor. I was simply walking past a church when I heard singing drifting out into the cold. It wasn’t polished or rehearsed to perfection. It was the kind of singing that sounds like prayer with a heartbeat.
The stained glass windows glowed from the inside, and something in me — something I thought had dried up years earlier — tugged hard enough that I stepped inside.
The choir director greeted me with a warmth I didn’t expect, and her husband, a deacon, listened patiently as I rambled my way through a conversation that probably made very little sense. They didn’t know it, but God was using them to breathe the first bit of life back into places in me that had gone quiet.
That night didn’t just rattle the bones. It woke them up.
Jumping Back Into the Church — Just Not Into the Calling
I didn’t tiptoe back into the Church. I cannonballed in. Within weeks I was playing guitar for the Life Teen group, teaching CCD, joining the Knights of Columbus, helping with OCIA, and getting involved in the ACTS movement. If there was a ministry that needed hands, I was there. I was grateful. I was home. And I wanted to serve.
But even with all that involvement, there was one thing I avoided: the ministry God had been nudging me toward.
For years, I felt a quiet pull toward teaching Scripture more deeply, toward sharing the Gospel in a way that reached people who felt far from God. But every time the idea of a podcast or teaching ministry crossed my mind, I pushed it away. I told myself I wasn’t ready. I told myself someone else could do it better. I told myself I was already doing enough.
I was serving everywhere except the place God was actually calling me.
And deep down, I knew it.
The Song That Finally Shifted My Heart
It wasn’t a retreat or a conference or a dramatic moment of revelation. It was a song.
One day, Come Alive (Dry Bones) hit me differently. It wasn’t background music anymore. It felt like a summons. It felt like God whispering directly into the places I had been ignoring.
It was the moment I realized I could no longer delay the mission God had been calling me to. I couldn’t hide behind busyness or humility or fear. I couldn’t keep pretending I didn’t hear Him. The bones were rattling again, and this time, I knew I had to respond.
That moment became the turning point — the shift from reluctance to surrender.
For the Ones Who Feel Lost — and the Ones Who Feel Called
There are seasons when a person feels like dry bones. Maybe it’s emptiness. Maybe it’s numbness. Maybe it’s the quiet ache of feeling far from God and not knowing how to find the way back. I know that feeling well. I lived in it for years. And yet, on that snowy night in 2012, I stepped into a glowing church and met two people who had no idea they were becoming instruments of grace.
Maybe that’s where you are now. Maybe you’re standing outside something holy, unsure if you belong, unsure if you’re ready, unsure if God still wants anything to do with you. But God has a way of meeting people exactly where they are — even if where they are is stumbling into a church with more questions than answers. You don’t have to fix yourself before you walk in. You don’t have to be perfect. You just have to take one small step toward the light. God will handle the breath.
But maybe you’re on the other side of the valley. Maybe you’re not the dry bones anymore — maybe you’re the one God is nudging to speak life into someone else. Maybe you feel that tug toward a ministry, a conversation, a mission that scares you a little. I understand that too. I spent years serving in every corner of parish life while quietly avoiding the one thing God had been whispering to me all along.
If you’ve read Ezekiel’s Valley and My Mic, you know that moment when I finally admitted that God wasn’t asking me to be impressive — He was asking me to be faithful. And sometimes faithfulness looks like taking the first step even when you’re not sure where it leads. Sometimes it looks like picking up a microphone you never asked for. Sometimes it looks like trusting that if God is nudging you, He already knows what He plans to do through you.
Whether you feel like the bones in the valley or the prophet standing in front of them, the invitation is the same: move. Take the step. Walk toward the place where God is calling you. He can steer you once you’re moving. But He can’t do much with a heart anchored in fear.
The Valley Was Never a Place of Death — It Was a Place of Calling
My story didn’t begin with confidence or clarity. It began with a glowing window, a choir director who said hello, and a deacon who listened to a stranger ramble on a snowy night. It continued through years of serving in ministries that shaped me, stretched me, and prepared me in ways I didn’t recognize at the time. And it led me, eventually, to the ministry I had been avoiding — the one God had been whispering about since the beginning.
In 2025, I finally said yes. I started the podcast. Then the website. Then the mission that had been waiting for me all along.
And now, when I speak into the mic, I’m not speaking at dry bones. I’m speaking as someone who knows what it feels like to be one — and what it feels like when God brings them back to life.
Because God doesn’t ask us to resurrect the bones.
He just asks us to speak.
He’ll handle the breath.